Dear Lord Can I Live?
I'm walking around with this weight on my shoulder, yet my smile is getting broader. I'm I alive? I keep asking myself. Can I get a taste of life... Will I get the taste of life, See how amazing it is. Do the things I really want to do? Have a bite of success and happiness. Every goal I reach feels like it's not enough I need more, some say I should look at what I have, look at what I've accomplished not what I don't have, not where I'm heading. Enjoy the journey, not the destination. I can't do that, I can't. Worse of it all whenever I achieve what I want feels like it's not enough I want more. I want more of these. I want money, I make millions and it feels easy, I want more and more of these, When is it going to end? or does it? I want to be alive, live a life without fear and worries. Have fun, party whenever and wherever I can. Laugh with friends. Spend time with my family, Get a little more love and affection, some attention. Maybe I have all t...